Every single thing about this day annoys the fuck out of my senses. I think this is a lot more than just me PMS-ing. I think I’m just really pissed off for some reason and I need to get my finger on that reason pronto before I erupt like the fucking Mayon Volcano — on and on and on for days.
Maybe I just need to get out of my head for a little while? Take a breather; smell some fresh air; feel some cool breeze; eat some good food.
Maybe I need a road trip; a vacation from all the chaos and stress that Metro Manila brings forth on semi-fragile human beings, such as myself, on a daily basis.
But really, fuck everyone and everything today and maybe for the rest of the week. I want to be alone, unbothered for a good few days without having to deal with all the stupidity and annoyance that this sorry-ass planet brings.
Ha. Ha. Ha.
My girlfriend is annoying the fuck out of me. I love her and all but she’s irritating me — for petty reasons which I’d rather not disclose.
My friends are most especially annoying the fuck out me. I love them, of course, but they’re all fucking irritating.
Even my dog is annoying the fuck out of me and he isn’t even doing anything aside from being his cute-ass, adorable self as always.
I need to quit life for a minute and maybe just be an inanimate object for a little while. Or maybe all I really need is a full-body massage.
On a happier note, I’ve some new songs on my playlist that I really have been loving. These are feel-good songs that give off that road trip, wind against my hair, beautiful view type of vibe and they make me so tingly and giddy inside.
They’re currently a part of my “current hits” playlist which is a somewhat embarrassing list of all things pop and, well, current. So I’m not embedding the entire playlist here but here are screenshots of the songs in case anyone’s interested.
- Sober by Mahalia
- Fair-Weather Friend by Bruno Major
- Sunflower by Rex Orange County
- Compromised by Tim Atlas
If you know these songs and know ones that are similar to them, please please please comment them down below because I need to create an entirely different playlist with songs that give off just this type of vibe.
Really though, I terribly need an hour (maybe more) of full-body massage while listening to good music.