Holy Fucking Monday – Again

Oh what a fucking Monday. Here we go again with this thing — the start of yet again another work week where I have to endure the job that I hate so fucking much but can’t quit because I’m not rich and I really need the money.

I’ve been gone from work for a exactly 9 days — 4 days of which were the past two weekends; 2 days were planned vacation leaves; and 3 were me half being sick and half wishing that I was sicker than I was so that I could have more reasons to not go back to the job that is slowly killing every bit of my body (physically, emotionally, and mentally).

Why I can’t I just quit and get it the fuck over with? Why I can’t I just look for another job that I actually do like (or at least like somewhat because the job that I have now I don’t like at all)? Why can’t I just be brave enough to take some risks?

Oh yeah, cause I can’t fucking afford to do so. For the past few days, I’ve been mindlessly scouring the world wide web for homebased job options.

Then, I’ve been looking for other companies where I could apply to. And these are companies that do not involve me taking yet again another call and pretending that I care about these people’s problems, because guess what? I really fucking don’t.

Oh Monday. Must you be so fucking unforgiving every single goddamn week???

I’m not even being lazy. Okay, maybe I am, a little. But I just really hate my job so much.

I need another source of income. This job is not good for my mind, soul, and basically every bone in my body. Putangina. Somebody save me from this misery.

4 comments

  1. I can relate a bit. I do not hate my job though. Pero the distance and the commute is inhumane. San Mateo to Pasay every single weekday. 😦 But I cannot quit because I have my parents depending on me + my child’s tuition + I don’t even have a laptop that I can use to freelance the shit out of me. Victoria, you are smart. Kaya mong makalipat sa ibang industry. I hope you find the chance really soon.

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    1. SME and TL — been there, done that. Ayoko nalang talaga yung industry. Nakakaiyak at nakakasuka na. Sa present company, 2 years. Sa industry, 8 na.

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      1. Ay wow! Super tenured. No wonder why you’re like that. Medyo nakakaumay nga yung industry natin. Haaay. Pag nakahanap ka ng homebased, sabihan mo ko aa. Haha. Push lang ng push hanggang next payday 😂

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